Title : My Feeling After You Clash Me ..

hey , don't you know that my heart is only for you ?? i feel really hurt when you start ignoring me , you clash me , you won't smile at me even once ,, and make me more hurt when you never look at me anymore ..

actually ,, i'm not treating you as my scandal .. i'm really sorry because i haven't clash my bf before i dated you .. when i start to dated with you ,, this world feel like heaven to me ,, i forget everything except you .. i forget that guy ,, even that guy forgot about me .. only you that always smz me ,, chat with me ,, make me happy when i'm alone ..

there's a rumour that telling me there was a girl that like you .. i feel jealous about it .. i didn't like if you smz or chat or whatelse happen to you with that girl .. can you please ignore her ?? can you please just be with me forever ?? please ! please ! please ! don't leave me !!

my heart always crying when i'm thinking about you .. i won't let you go .. i never agree to clash you but because it's for you ,, i just agreed it ..

try to tell me what i shouldn't do .. what makes you really hurt .. feel this world is empty without you .. i feel alone when you mad at me .. all my life i've been good but now ,, WTH !! this all because i'm losing you ..

my life is like this to you ..
*from some of songs*

i can't believe , i fell for this
i feel through the hole
down at the bottom of your soul

i love the way you are
it's who i am , i can be tough i can't be strong
and the truth that i really miss you

i never feel that we were done .. it haven't .. i won't anyone except you .. please don't leave ME !!
i think he's a bit handsome ,,
tall person ,,
white skin ,,
he's very naughty ,,
a prayers guy ,,
and another more ,,
on my logical mind he's a kind person ..
actually ,,
he's my ex-boyfriend .. ^^